15 November 2003
8:34 PM
Wow.
Congrats to NY! They've
finally got IP. But now comes the
cringing and the
cursing. Where to from here? I think that most NJC-bound people might be smacking their heads in
agony. "WHY oh Why did they only manage to get it
now??"
This not-so-alarming situation brought quite an amount of cheers from some of the NY girls. Well, good for you guys, and hope you get into IP if you want it!
So, for those who have
already left NY for NJC or RGS,
what now. To stay, or to go, that is the question. BAOLI, don't get so alarmed and stressed out ok? You were almost hyperventilating on the phone just now! =X I think that wherever you go, you'll excel there, so
why worry? If you choose to remain in Ny, I'll bet you'll do just as great as if you stay in RGS, so no sweat!~
For me, welllll... RJC definitely is a great JC, and RGS is really cool too, so why not? I won't pretend to be so firm about my decision, because it's a choice of JCs ultimately, but really, if I turn back and remain in NY, will I
definitely get into IP? No. That will definitely be a risk, just like the risk I took in going to RGS. Well,... Like BaoLi said, or rather screamed, it's a d.i.l.e.m.m.a.
Like I wrote in the letters to 2/9, I think that God led me to this path. No, not this "dilemma" path, but the Raffles way. I mean, I was just a puny NY girl who couldn't speak Chinese properly =\. And then out of maybe 75 students, I got to be one of the 23 Sec2 girls all over Singapore to get into RP?
I couldn't, and still can't believe it.
But that won't stop me from
trusting , and from this point on,
No Turning Back. I'll pray about this, and see where God will lead me! Hey, I finally go my decision. hooray~
Anyway, today's choir practice was
Great, as usual. Ms. Lim heard about the IP thing from the radio, and she said she thought of meee after that. I was like, errrr.. ok thanks. Kind of surprising really, 'cos I don't think she's very familiar with Sec2s
yet, and she remembered me! Well, it felt nice that she did.
We had a nice time singing Ant Summer: really sweet, beautiful memories there with the sec4 seniors, since it was our SYF piece. Too bad Mel, you were attending a wedding right? hee. XD
(I think Yibing & Aiwen came in about the time when we were singing Dahil, and Yb was struggling with that fat double bass. But looked
very pro.! Hee. )
Well, tomorrow is cell and service! 13 more hours to go!~~