28 September 2006
10:10 PM
SHOPPING!
EATING!
YAMI-ing!
(more) TALKING!
SHOPPING!!
And
oh-my-GGness,
who wants to watch the movie Step Up with me??Oh man watch the trailer it's really cool
click this now The dancing is just
superb the choreo is
amazing. The guy isn't very hot, but his dance moves
totally make up for it. And the girl is just
stunning when she flies. She really does.
"
it's not that you don't have talent it takes so much more than that"
It's probably another one of those cliched
feel-good, 'as long as you have passion you can make it' types, but who cares. The choreo is fantastic.
So exciting. And I want to go to the beach. And I'm going for spa tomorrow thanks to smoot! And
brunch and shopping (i hope)ohmygoodnessgraciousme.
The wings have spread.
There were initially a few things I wanted so say but I don't know. Step Up totally puts off the mood. Shall concentrate on thinking shallow for a bit. (:
Oh my gosh I just found this dance performed by some troupe, the very same
fan dance my seniors performed for dance night! The one many
raved about apparently. Watch if you want. it's really pro and extremely
synchronized. Best to start from the
second minute though it might get tedious if you can't stand this sort of dance.
chinese dance!
And my nano has returned. I have found equilibrium at last.
And now to plan shopping routes..
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27 September 2006
5:22 PM
Promos not over yet. Brain still on overdrive from 3 hour geog, so I'll post this up from diana. (: It's quite cute.
GIRL TALKIt's good to cry [
yeah it is]
Chicken soup actually makes you feel better [
ginseng is best]94% of boys would love it if you sent them flowers
Lying is actually unhealthy Only apply mascara to your top lashes
Its actually true, boys DO insult u when they like you! [
i'm sure lah]
Its impossible to apply mascara with your mouth closed!
89% of guys want YOU to make the 1st move
Chocolate will make you feel better! [no duh]Most boys think its cute when you say the wrong thing.
A good friend never judges. [ooh this one.]Boys aren't worth your tears [
totally completely.]
We ALL love suprises!! [YES WE DO!]
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23 September 2006
1:34 PM
The doc says I just need more rest and the fever
should subside.
GG my timing is so great. Couldn't I be sick maybe, a week
before?
Aside from feeling very inept, I was resting to the song
I will rest in You by
Jaci Velasquez. Heard it from rachie's blog. (:
Please listen to it if you need to feel
calm,
rested,
peaceful. It'll only take a while to download, and then you can rest your tired head, close your painful eyes for a while -
just a while - and just
rest.
click.On a random note - I really miss people I shouldn't miss (
or should I). Ah well we all grow older,
hopefully wiser. And we learn to forget things that hurt us, or make us sad. ):
Found this little thing I scribbled in 2004. Some lyrics I penned like 3
gazillion years ago. Memories rushed back, and I was swept away,
once again.
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beneath the smiles and laughterhidden under eyes that careyou could try reaching out to me, for mebut i might not be thereand you could almost see mebut you could almost feel mehidden under dusty dawn's pearls leaving behind what you couldn't be./ but i'm only lost and aloneafraid and left coldi reach silent for a phone i tried calling, but no one was home. didn't i knowcouldn't i read the neon signbut i thought being alone was fine. _
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I don't remember feeling this
pained back then. Maybe time really does heal certain wounds. (:
i hate germs.______________________________________
22 September 2006
7:35 PM
my brother's shoulders are broader than mine now.
dammit will people
stop changing and growing up please. i haven't lived enough of the
nows.
[edit] short updates:
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hello kaixuan! (:
few more days few more days! I miss waffles and library times and all the girl talk.. Can't wait for after-promos! :D
-
smoot saw jane at the library today. Ah sigh.[/edit]
but i don't know why i'm in love with you. --- I know.but i don't know why i love you. --- I do.but i don't know why i love. --- Do you?And I Don't know Love. -- Can you?love. ---- who? if my fever doesn't subside soon i'll have to sleep longer. wrong time wrong virus. please let it go down. 37.8 is not cool.I shouldn't be here. I should be scolding the germs. excuse me.
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19 September 2006
5:36 PM
And today, even
this day,
beautiful things may happen.
Like when we sit around,
cool in canteen, reading magazines, chilling out with coffee and milo.
then, to stroll out into the murderous glare of sun, stand alone with the exhaust from passing cars.
wait and wait and wait for the ride home.
then someone comes along, waiting behind. and he flags the cab for you, tells you to take his cab (the cab he flagged). And you say
thankyouthankyou and yes, i will marry youand you know that
maybe in this school, hidden under books and
egos childishness and cooties,
there's a gem or two.
(fine, most boys are okay (: ) yeah, it was a good day alright.
and i don't even know his name.[Won't be blogging for a few days. Doctor says "tsktsk no computer!" because of my determined migraine. How am I to study I will never know. ]
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14 September 2006
8:54 PM
Today wasn't the best day for most people. But it was amazing how when I was walking to school in the morning, a thought just popped up in my mind.
This is the day that the Lord hath made. Let us rejoice and be glad in it.And it just
transformed the long dreary day. As did the people who made my today bearable, laughable. (:
sumae- for talking and walking and being you. I know you'll talk me out of it, if ever I need something like that.
tanneh- for teaching me math and spoiling the market. Get married soon ok?
xueyang- for stressing me out and betting on mortality variables.
chay- for being a friend.
Cheer up girl don't be so sad..
denise- for flying down the steps and surprising me!
baoli- for the information and for adding your special touch to everything.
martin- for getting choc waffles with me after school.
ok jasmine's out. Will it be mean to say...
- finally?
Ok and everyone MUST go watch
this. Just to laugh / chuckle / giggle like my brother did. He watched it 9 times already. It's
really funny.
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13 September 2006
6:46 PM
And I'm tired
already.
I really am.
Need more
sugar in the system. And for smallville to come NOW.
And I need to go for a long
long run. I miss moving, even though I'd sometimes rather wait 30min for the bus then walk to school. I'm lazy too bad.
I need to my
nano back. Damn it feels like something is
really missing. I want the 7.2 megapixel
sensual pink sony cam. It's gorgeous. (:
concrete girl___________________________________________
11 September 2006
6:31 PM
if only i don't suffocatedammit this is not the place to try and live my life.
how do you try to undo heartstrings huh..
its almost like intentional cruelty, like everything's too cold,
everything's too wrong.
i feel it crawling under my skin. like a burning.
and i'm fading. and the worst thing is its all in my head. EVERYTHING.
i don't want to change me. i don't want to become someone else. i don't want to have to try.
i don't ever want to feel that i should be too cool to be true, clubber-chic whatever.
i don't want to feel like i need to get piercings even though i can.
i don't want to feel like i need to be able to hold my liquor. that's just sad.
i WON'T.
i need to stick to principles. i need to focus. dammit.
if only i don't bend and break.
then we'll meet on the other side. i'll meet you in the light.
why do i feel like i'm on the outside looking in.
for something i never even knew
i want to forget what ive been told.
let me try breathing for a change.
but everything's so undefined.
wrong move.
3 strikes
whos out.
so
here's my resolution.
i want to let go. let it all go.
and all you who know. that's my resolution.
And I'm fine.. I've always been. (:___________________________________
10 September 2006
8:29 PM
Listening to
Summer Sunshine (The Corrs) can be addictive. And watching
Smallville is
extremely addictive. I've been hooked on the show after realising lana may possibly go with lex (hoorah!) Eagerly awaiting friday! Stuck on the smallville transcripts. It's amazing how the show is one hour with commercials, yet the actual dialogues are so simple and short. The power of facial expression..
7 boxes of mooncakes to finish.
Hmm.
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08 September 2006
8:26 AM
Hello everyone. We are the Projectors. It is very early in the morning. We are brain dead. We need coffeee.
Hear us RAAW.
Peck and annie are fighting for the computer when there are like 40 others here. :x
Onyee says:
Cher you are lame lame lame. Haha. Moo. I'm sleepy~~~
sleepy~~~Mdm Lim is LATE!!! Pecky is wearing sandals. And we are all being random. (What is the point in this? I wonder...) Els your turn!!!
els says:
Hear me YAAWn..
Rayner pops up:
Hi cher. wooo. i'm sleepy. yawrn
onyee:
Rayner you don't belong to our group go away!
rayner:
noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
onyee:
blah hahahahahahahahahahaha.
Peck says:
Good Morning. (with time lag)
annie says:
i do not belong to this grp.
els:
annie has disowned us.
cher:
angst angst
onyee:
annie~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~you just can't resist our charms..
And it ends here.
(:
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07 September 2006
9:48 PM
Econs lecture. Hooray for oligopolies. Catching up with smoot/tanneh. Really funny (: And I do
not blurt
everything out ogay.. ):
Went to repair my nano. I'm getting it replaced. The dude at apple was very cool.
Strolled through the whole taka (
yeah I'm bored).
Chanel is closed for renovation. Not that I shop there (
insert derisive laughter) I'm just telling it like it is. And if I had a credit card I would have gotten the
ralph lauren polo tee. It was the right colour.
Sigh. And the
kate spade leathers are very nice. If and when my first paycheck comes, taka will be my first dropoff.
Then
just for laughs I walked into the
fendi boutique, because they have new stock and the FendiSpy bag was a little too
opulent. Proceeds to drool over a nice bag. Taitai picks up
my (yes,
my) bag. Saleslady flies over from the other end of the place and
exclaims the price for every ear. Taitai tosses it back like its
underpriced. Saleslady turns to me and beams.
I had the "
Surely I don't look like I carry
10 000 bucks around in my old uncool wallet which is already falling apart" look. Maybe she's trying out her newly acquired GEMS skills. (:
That was a nice change. And
Nick Lachey's album is nowhere to be found. ):
I love the
choc and banana ice-blended from coffee bean. I will drink more of it and then become a
balloon so that when global warming hits the target and the oceans start flooding over and when population reaches 7 billion by 2013 and they don't sell anymore boats, I can just
float like the balloon on the ocean wave. Bob bob bob. But then because I have motion sickness I will puke all the chocolate out then cannot float anymore.
I am my very own noah's ark.
I need psychological help. I think this is sumae / tanneh's fault. hehe. (:
I'm doing web quizzes now from Quizfarm. It is a little depressing.
I'm sure they put me as all the old
not-even-my-generation brand.
You scored as Prada.You are Prada. Your clothes are very sophisticated and always in style. The color black is the best on you. (yeah well that's cos I indicated that I usually only wear black. noob. hehe.)Gucci
75%Prada
75%Louis Vuitton
71%Abercrombie & Fitch
54%Juicy Couture
46%American Eagle Outfitters
46%Hollister Co.
42%PacSun
33%
And this one is even more depressing.
You scored as Smart girl. (It just sounds pathetic. Really.)Guys are sometimes intimidated by your massive smart skills. But that's okay. [And then they console me. GGXX.] They think its cool that you care about your future and they like it that your not into the whole "popularity" thing. Smart girl
63%
Preppy
50%
The hot chick
38%
Girl whos a friend
25%
One they want but can't have
13%
Yup that's my lowest. :D
That just makes me uber nerdy and uber auntie. My day is complete.
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06 September 2006
9:24 PM
sometimes you can make it on your own.-my 2 peso's worth of SI (:
Purely without any personal bias,
jon's the best singer. (and
smoot loves me even longer than forever heh) In my honest gushing opinion.
he anchors between the purring tenor and a soaring baritone. and
man, his falsetto is so strong, the transition so
syrupy smooth.., it's beautiful to listen.
"
would you lie with me and just forget the world" gave me the chills.
hady is not bad. i like his mid-range. faithful gave me goosebumps.
jasmine's intonations are
cheena ok. i guess. she has this malleable ability of
pull and release. quite intensifying stuff, that. foolish games was
wonderful, i love that song.
ogay i need more money to vote for jon. $$$. not just cos he's the best, but because
he really is. heh. bah humbug. I always use up my day's smses when there's SI, sadly..
p jie- "
I know we do this every week
but jon is really damn hot i can't stand it"
me- "
tell me abt it..."
:)
Right then.
Tuesday was fun. me and
yilun traipsed through holland v in search of pretty things after serious
catching up studying! (Lun-
beeg hugg :D And hope you like the skirt.)
And I found out my hp can store
1000+ msgs
hoorahh. I started to message all me
goot friends on my contact list, and it's really fun to close your eyes and sleep for 2 minutes, and then let the number on the screen pile up. Tadaa!
9,.. 10,.. 11 new messages. Yeah ok I was sian.
And the weirdest thing was that half the people I msged were doing
math lol. elissa was at coffee bean at sixth avenue, kx was chatting up canoeists (HAHA), tracy was sneaking into the computer lab (hahaha), chay was next to smoot and tanneh, marcus being
-.- with me again (:, mark whining and groaning, ivy struggling with chem.... lun sleeping in front of me... I
love every single one of you.
on another note-
this verse popped up.
"As far as it depends on you, live at peace with everyone" Romans 12:18
and reminded me about how forgiveness is not instant healing, neither is it a process. It's a decision.
Healing is the process, and man, we all need all that healing to begin.
Somethings are better left alone, other things need to be recounciled, and the rest- just smile and wave.
I unloaded this revelation on my sis. She rolled her eyes. Ah sigh. And yes she's
vice head councilor of her school. Not bad I say. She's a good vice. (:
dammit i'm going to eat all the stingray i can get at the jap restaurant. ___________________________
03 September 2006
5:41 PM
before
There, out in the darkness
Fallen from the sky
Keeping watch in this night
The angel's glance through spun time
Be my witness. I never want to leave you
None will cry
for nothing.
I lose my way in the dark
Beneath the tumultuous oceans of strings
The vibrating multitudes of sound
Filling this silence
The silence- left by your absence
You know your place in the skiesBut so it has been
So it is written
Those who fumble and fall
Must pay the price
Silence and
sureyour heart- tired and throbbing.
it is silenced by the
stillnessof a night that is fading
but rest against my shoulder
how fast every man grows
colder -
grows older.
I know the day is dying
Come here, though the winter wind is growing
And there, through the
darknessWhich
comes before the warning
I will sing a lullaby
Please,
please wake, in the morning.
Our time is running out.
Time shouldn't run away so quickly.
why can't the children come out
and play again-
just for a while.
Just
once more.
Just before
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01 September 2006
6:25 PM
Teacher's Day celebrations were quite nice.
The dancing was fun haha. It's quite cute seeing peck / david / martin dance. And sitting next to xy and denise was cool. Dee told me some stuff which has made my decision all the more essential. I would like to say I've been
set free by the truth lol. Then again, I've always known, so I guess giving the
right-in-your-face works.
And I managed to give all my
heart notes to everyone! (
Sara- sorry sorry I forgot to bring yours ugh. I placed it on my amy tan for the fabric paint to dry off and
I forgot.) The notes were done in 3 hours, and the cutting of the hearts took up the bulk of the time.
Sob I am
not good at cutting rounded stuff. The last time I wrote notes to my whole class, I couldn't give them out fast enough. Up to this day I still have anntay's, stephanie's and yixuan's with me lol.
[Dear sumae/tanneh, words are not enough (: you know
I'll miss you anyway.. :D ]
I love
nick lachey. I'm hooked on his
I can't hate you anymore, and
What's Left of Me and all of the sad sad emotion ranging through everything. Then when I watch the mtv video for
This I Swear and all the wedding videos with Simpson. Ah well it's depressing stuff.
And he really looked
so happy. Ok fine he's a singer and can act whenever wherever.
Still. Sniff sniff.
Go watch it on
youtube or whatever. The mtv for What's Left is saddening.
Aww crap the video is sadness.
This is my resolution/ i'm letting go.
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