16 February 2004
5:09 PM
I don't know why, but I was feeling really
stressed up today, so much I almost wanted to
cry. Firstly, & mainly, because I think I might not be able to finish all my homework in time, because my
music stuff is really taking
too much of my time, & secondly, I just cannot understand
relations & functions! It's so
super frustrating how I
try & try, but I can't just
get it! And it
doesn't help at all when my violin teacher is getting more & more peeved at me, for my lack of practice. It doesn't
even help at all when I haven't started doing my theory, and I have classes very soon. It
doesn't help, when people can stay up
all night watching shows while I
have to sleep at 10.30pm sharp or I won't be able to concentrate tomorrow. Nothing seems to work this time.
Oh well, I'll just start praying about this, & in the end,
God will turn it all around for good. I'm just going through a pretty rough time, but hey, times like this help us survive when we grow up, yeah?
And anyway, I can make it through the rain..
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