02 May 2004
4:47 PM
My new template is
exactly how I feel today. Like, there's a big
huuge gap right in the middle, separating logic from reason. I've been feeling q. crappy, today especially, & so far 6 people
(I actually counted) have told me I've been real quiet lately. It's not that I don't have anything to say, but maybe right now I'm going through quite a rough time, & that's why my brain isn't exactly working.
It wasn't working at Chay Ling's place either. But hey, it was fun playing
mah jong with you guys! And of course, me and chay were competing to sit at the
east side of the table-
where things begin. It was pretty funny, and I felt like one of the
Joy Luck aunties, except I never won, but only cos I was
new to the game! :) And then buying the big vanguard and cardboard at the mall was cool too. Dee got to hold it all the way home, and it kept bumping into people. Looked like she was holding a kite covered with the popular plastic bag! We were giggling everytime it hit someone. >.< how
paiseh.
And me, chay, petrina stayed a while to play the Sims! Too bad dee had to go home, if she was around she would have seem some pretty weird stuff going on! ;) But Chay said to keep it
our little secret, so I guess no one will ever know..
Shh! :) And I am beginning to realise that there's that
something with pet that I only realised then, especially after playing the Sims. But don't worry pet, I won't tell a
soul. XD After a while, the game gets pretty boring actually, but playing it with your groupies around is always entertaining.
These few days have been pretty tiring, and today I get the time to
unwind. Whew. But still, the pressure of the concert and my piano exam is getting at me. I have to start memorizing scores!! *faints* It'll be hard, but I
will do it. *nods resolutely* I've got a quote on operas. I think it totally reflects the attitude to adopt when singing our
'dearest' Mozart's
Magic Flute. It's pretty cool.
So anyway, back to describing what induced me to make that big gap right in the middle of my blog. It could symbolize anytying really. Like maybe the opening of the red sea, or a straight path, or whatever. Basically when I did it there wasn't any metaphorical meaning to it, so let's just pretend it is a
'creative arty 'thing, to soothe the mind and senses. Whatever that means.
"No good opera plot can be sensible, for people do not sing when they are feeling sensible."
-W. H. Auden
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