28 August 2004
12:41 PM
I realise being sc is
draining. It was really difficult hearing and taking note of stuff like the tone quality, the emotions, the pitch, everything on the spot. And worse when sometimes people don't really listen to you, or they just do their own stuff. It is really very tiring, but if it's for the choir, that's just want I have to do. Listening to the Seoul Ladies' Choir cd again. Some of the songs are quite
syf-ish.
I Will Carry You
Clay Aiken
Yeah I know it hurts, Yeah I know you're scared
walking down the road that leads to who knows where.
Don't you hang your head don't you give up yet
when courage starts to disappear
I will be right here
[Chorus] When your world breaks down
and the voices tell you turn around.
When your dreams give out
I will carry you, carry you.
When the stars go blind
and the darkness starts to flood your eyes.
When you're falling behind,
I will carry you.
Everybody cries, Everybody bleeds,
No one ever said that life's an easy thing.
That's the beauty of it, when you lose your way,
Close your eyes and go to sleep
and wake up to another day.
You should know now that you're not alone.
Take my heart and we will find, you will find,
your way home.
My sister is crying now. I don't know what I should do. Ahh..
You don't know how hard it is to be the couselor of the family. You don't know how hard it is to see your mum cry. You don't know anything. You can't. And yet you wonder why I never cry.
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