30 August 2004
7:19 PM
Today, I had a bad headache. In fact, I am having the same one now. But it'll go away soon. Just need to relax, and breathe deeply. It was so bad I didn't go for violin today. Maybe I should just drop violin and
concentrate on my life. No that doesn't sound right..
Anyhow, today janell hand-signaled me to ask me where I got the marks & spencer bacon chips from, which was the one I bought for stephanie. I think she really liked it cos she was looking at the wrapper of the chips for a
really long time, and she was pleased to tell me that she didn't care that it cost 70cents more than usual chips, and that she was definitely going to buy it (: All this was said or hand-signaled across the class. Quite funny. (:
And lit lesson was spent singing and singing. Ms Chow wasn't around so we got our big break. Realised there are lots of people on class who like singing too. Kindred spirits. (:
Do I wish things were really different? To a certain extent, yes. But yet I don't seem to be able to control my life as well as before. Maybe I never did, maybe I never will again, but for now, I just wish that I could
stop thinking for a while, to let my over-worked brain take a break, and then continue on with my complicated life. It's seriously getting more and more complicated by the day, basically because people say lots of things they don't mean, or they mean lots of things they don't say. Either way, it
still is very confusing. Nevertheless, I shall continue singing.
Wait, that sentence doesn't make sense, but if you say it out, it actually rhymes.
"Trust your hopes, not your fears."
- David Mahoney
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