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Yi lyn (my choir chair) was freaky today. She and Soomeh were really super high, cos they were most probably pretty frustrated with all the duty roster stuff for choir, so there was mae squealing at almost every single thing, and yi lyn asking mae to concentrate on the quote "freakin' roster" unquote. I was in shock. It just goes to show how high Yi Lyn was lol. (: Cos for one, she's not the type to go "freakin'". Way cool.

She's so nice too! When I showed her the student conductor work plan I drew up, she was like "yah we'll discuss it monday morning. thanks for being so efficient :) ". Like, it was my job and yet she thanked me for it! That's what u call leading by example. She went out of the way to reply my email just to thank me. (:

Today on the bus, the drunk bus driver was driving me crazy with his recklessness. He would stop, then my head would bang against the seat and my brain matter would jumble up again, then I would waste time sorting out my brain, while PM Lee gave his rally speech thing on tvMobile. It was a pure test of willpower. I wanted to get out of the bus and take a cab, but my legs wouldn't move.

My brain is seriously in a mess now. And listening to some crazy women's choir is not helping. Firstly, the songs they are singing are in korean, cos it's the Seoul Women's Choir cd. Ms loo got me to listen to them to help her source for syf songs for the choir. Am i stressed or am I stressed. And none of them sound good and pretty.

Ahh I think I need some sleep. My brain is stopping now. Today for Philo Ms Cheryl was asking me something about some connotations thing, and the thing was I didn't realise she asked me until I found her looking at me, and pet was whispering the answer to me, only I didn't really get that either. I only heard some "expectation" thing that sounded similar to what Carmen was saying, so I made up my own little story right there and then. Thankfully she stopped calling on me after that. My brain was seriously dead.

Right now, my mum is frantically sms-ing the Singapore Idol thing. I think the contestants are quite fine, judging from what I'm hearing outside. Can't really see them cos I'm trying to complete the proposal Moni wants me to do for our cle project. Ok, my mum just took my hp to send to the Idol thing. This is complete madness.

Friendships are so complicated now. People say things and mean other things. Why. I wish things were different.

"This time like all times is a very good one if we but know what to do with it."
-Ralph Waldo Emerson

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