16 April 2005
8:11 PM
Kevin Kern's music never fails to lift my spirits. It's reflective, but not boring. It makes you think about a lot of stuff that you don't usually think about. I suppose music is for the sensitive souls. You have to look deep into yourself, and ask whether this is the person you really want to be, whether 30 years down life's long road, you will look back and shake your head with shame at who you were, or you will remember with a bittersweet happiness that you were who you always wanted to be. Then, and now.
Really looking forward to going France and England! What's really cool is that sooneh, tanneh and soomeh are going too! And I get to bunk with Carmen and Janessa, with both Sarahs just next door! How cool is that. And UK is
the place to go, definitely. For those who have been there, the general consensus was that it was
amazing. Dreary maybe, becuase of the rain and the dampness, but still amazing. And I can't wait. I hope we get to see guillotines for real. Mum thinks I'm sadistic, but I really want to get a feel of the air of the place. People getting their heads sliced, and sometimes (most of the time) they're innocent.. It's hard to think about all that dying and killing and blood. There'll be some impact I guess. The only thing I have to whine about is the exchange rate. It is crazy.
My chem PT video is going to ruin whatever 'reputation' I have. Mainly because I look terrible, esp. my hair! (thanks pet) and extremely stupid. And also because my singing was disgusting. I was fighting with the piano for my voice to be heard, so on the high F I was blasting like a crazy creature, and on the transition between highs and lows (F-G), I was half screaming, half bleating, half I don't know what (that didn't really add up, but never mind). Life's to short to make a fool out of myself. But then again, life's too short to take things too seriously too.. There has to be that balance there. It's getting harder to draw the line though.
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