11 July 2005
10:20 PM
i'm still breathing.
i'm still alive.
.. although I've got a wicked headache, and my eyes refuse to open (typing with eyes closed isn't the most productive.)
and i'm feeling very
off. I don't know whether many people know how
off feels like. But it kind of feels like the word itself. Just say
off in your head 5 times. That's how it feels.
Why? Because some things have happened that made me go "oh wow" in a not- so- positive way. And it's the way you'll say "
i never knew.." or "
i didn't know.." by dragging the last word of the phrase. (What is my problem. This should be purely conversational)
i am a l i v e. barely. but clinging there.
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