20 October 2005
7:00 PM
Today was a serious confusion of moods and emotions. I guess things just don't work out sometimes.
Maybe I should have handled things differently, and many have said I shouldn't apologize for being me. But really, what is me.. I don't think I know anymore.Why are we always worrying about things that can make us cry.. I wonder. This is the last time I'm ever going to do this ever. I'm really sorry to those who had to endure the torrential downpour. I really should have controlled better, and because this hasn't happened before, it will not again. And I shall confront my QUOTE lack of confidence in my ability UNQUOTE if I could only know what is it really I'm good at. It's frustrating when you think you aren't good enough, because you just know it, like some unspoken fact that you naturally live by but have never really found the need to acknowledge.Went far east to shop for ms. lim and mr. ho's
farewell gifts with frances and alfie! We bought
really cute stuff! Then I met rachie at BK and we talked..
Anyone wants to go for breakfast with me before rj?
Anyway, a big
thank you to the following people:
jingx, dee, eme, glor, shaf, rachie, xy, pet, eleanor, sher, sabby, rnng! (: Thank you.
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