25 November 2005
2:55 PM
Been out every day, and I have had to replenish my wallet so many times that
Guilt has reared its ugly head, so now I'm moping in my room with nothing to do except read the
Great Gatesby, which isn't exactly
punishment since it's such a solid good read, but oh well. I shall watch
Joy Luck Club later on, after I've watched Possession the third time today.
my cramps are killing me. It's like going into labour, seriously. I don't usually have cramps but this year my brain decides to register terrible pains, and so here I am. I just want to crawl up into a hole and die there.Perhaps my feeling like everything's wrong with the world comes from the fact that I've realised the true extent of hypocrisy, and boy is it ugly. I mean, how horribly insincere can a person get? But I have decided not to let it bother me, although it doesn't really help. Maybe I shall build up a wall, so no one hears me talk about stuff like this. In future, just don't read the small prints. My bro is watching teen titans for the second time. It's a great cartoon actually. Everyone should live their second childhood and watch teen titans. It's majorly cool.
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