wherever it may take me

I know that life wont break me

when I'm feeling weak

and my pain walks down a one way street

I look above and I know

I'll always be blessed with love

Yesterday was extremely eventful. Jazz was super cool, because I got to hang with my band and jam! We're getting ready for our gig on 24 March, and so a few of us were hanging out in the prac room. Sara and tania (keyboardists), adam (elec guitarist), gao yuan (sax) and me (vocal).

After that, me and adam met sneha and huanglu, and we ran went to the esplanade for the Fringe Fest's Migrant Voices! I never knew music in Singapore could be so versatile, by the very nature of the fringe fest itself. It was great that sneha was beside me translating the tamil lyrics for me, because their music was great, and it would have been a waste not the understand their lyrics as well. And the drummer for Seven Sundays had so much energy! He was smashing around for half an hour straight, and he never lapsed or messed up. Incredible. We do indeed have some serious talent just waiting to be discovered.

If only I could go for today's performance.

I haven't touched my theory. Exam is in a week's time. If I fail I want everyone reading this to go "I TOLD YOU SO". Thank you. And punch my face in while you're at it. I am the epitome of lazy goodfernuthing, and I am Laziness personified. I had a good heart-to-heart talk with myself about my attitude, but do you see me studying my italian, french and german terms? No. Do I know what augmented german sixths are? No. I think I broke whatever hardworking bone in my body I was born with. I didn't even care about my math test which I thought was counted. I need therapy. I need counselling. I need an attitude adjustment. And I need one NOW.

Going shopping later on. My sister has to buy new nike br_s again. Again. She has goodness knows how many already.

My eyeballs hurt again. Maybe I should pluck them out. (Oh that was just gross). This entry is barely coherent. Maybe when I look back at the lousy things I am saying, I will laugh at myself one day.

One fine day.

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