11 April 2006
10:08 PM
I never thought so many unhappy things would rush at me from all angles, and I would be so threatened with the onslaught of the mixture of bitterness and tears.
It was a
crazy day, but it only got worse because my body was
revolting, and every move I made was a painful reminder, and I was just tired.
Just too tired. But I
thank God for
Soomeh and
Tanneh, who were there to listen to me sigh and shake my head. Who sing those beautiful crazy songs with me, and understand me with just a look, and a nod, and a smile. (:
I
thank God for
Sara, david and mich, who were there to just listen and
understand. I needed that prayer, I needed that support, and I needed, once again, to feel Him working in me, despite the weariness that has begun its horrid invasion.
I
thank God for
char, bren, sru, william, xueyang, juliet. I thank God- that He has blessed me with friends who really care enough to worry.
I thank God- that he gave me such great dinner dance pals to hang with after today's crazy dance prac. Thank you
jerrine, vernus, xinying, greg. Wow, I haven't laughed so much in a long while. I
thank God for the people around me. And that's means
you.
Thank you.The day isn't so terrible really. I just need an early night for rejuvernation. And it will all be better tomorrow, because I believe it to be.
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