29 June 2006
9:25 PM
Am not in a very
super mood now and I
have no idea why.
I guess the whole week hasn't been easy on anyone. I've been doing last minute crams until 12am, and then I can't fall asleep, and when I do, it's only to dream. And the dreams are so real, it's scary and sometimes a little upsetting.
Me thinks it has quite a lot to do with the discussion I had after
k-boxing today with 2 of my fav people-
yeah,
that one. Sometimes I think when we hit rock bottom and get serious reality checks..
Just ouch.
Really.
ouch.
---- cts ----
Ogay cts are
over. I'm quite a pro at the selective learning thingy
haha. For example, I didn't bother with lit cos
after all it's passage-based, and then for econs I
bothered to study
EOS simply cos it was the last topic.
Spot on I say.
I
thank God.
Let me proceed to illustrate my studying journey. Hoho this is fun.
monster brownie for sustenance. hehe.
melted red ruby is delightful.
I have almost finished the whole packet of haribo gummy bears from germany. yay.
my mild obsession with rainbow-coloured bread!
I
love breakfast at borders' cafe! (: A little pricy though..
gramps n gran!
I am fascinated. Gran's ring is
big.
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Ok, Randomness from here on..
- My hp bill is
bombed. I sent almost 250 smses in a week. My mum will own me.
- I've got a billion things to do. I don't know where to start.
-
My pelvis really really really hurts. I don't know what I'm going to do. I hate painkillers.-
No whining allowed.
- Someone said something that made me think and think and think. (surprise!) And it hurt. Call it riding an
emo rollercoaster that I really want to get off, but the safety harness is jammed..
- The past is inching forward. I realise that I haven't actually moved on. I haven't let go.
Yucks.
Wow.
somebody's pensive.
On another note, thanks
smoot tanneh for a great time. Again. As always. Loves you very very muchly.
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And I stand amazed. I stand in awe. I stand forgiven in the midst of it all. Before You I bow, before You I fall. Sweet saviour of all. I've got someone to rely on, through it all._______________________________
