Church service today really opened my eyes and heart to all I've been missing, and as the tears flowed freely, the whole youth prayed for pastor cuixian, pastor ronald and pastor matthew, for my youth leaders and my dear cell mates Grace, Deborah, Elissa, and I felt that struggle inside. I prayed for Grace during alter call- for strength and faith, and when she prayed for me, she found the right barrier I was facing.
A burden.
This heavy burden that I have been carrying.. The need to know more, to praise Him wholeheartedly, without this barricade, this obstacle hindering me.
Sara lent me Counting Crowns Lifesong, and there's this great song Set me free.
Set me free of the chains holding me. That is so true.
The Holy Spirit works in miraculous ways, and He touches our hearts in ways so mysterious, yet so right, so real.
Mum says God will tell me to pack my 2 week mess in the room, and Pastor ronald told us never to be sunday christians, and that we should be good children to our parents, like respecting them and cleaning the room.
My mum says she prophesized it. She is a little scary I must say. (:
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