25 June 2006
10:43 PM
HELP ME.
I'm drowning in this mess of work
undone. I feel so inept and useless and unbelievably
stupid. I don't know how I'm going to look at myself when I get my results back. And really, this is all
my own fault.
It's just me. I'm
lazy. Very. And now I'm reeling from the effects of
not studying. You'd think I would be used to the last minute mugging.
I vaguely remember my EOYs in sec2. I fell asleep on the table doing last minute revision on ionic bonding. The night / morning before. My chem scored ok, and I almost failed physics, my favourite science. Isn't that depressing. I can be so unbelievably dumb sometimes.
So really. If I crash for my first ever CTs, my sis is so going to laugh in my face. And I would deserve every bit of it.
But then again, failure is really just the absence of success.
Ha. Oh well, you win some, and you lose some. Such is the irony of life.
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