01 July 2006
11:16 AM
I was looking through emails some friends have sent me over the years since dec 2004, and it's amazing how the fears have changed, and how some have stayed with us.
People will only hurt you if you let them. I don't think I've ever identified with that. I always thought once you opened your heart to certain people, you let them into your life as your friend, and so
no matter what happens, they'll always be a part of your life. It's scary when some are able to turn off their emotional faucet when and wherever they want to. Then again, it's just me.
Haha this is an email that got me smiling again. It's funny how thoughts about something leads on to other things, and then suddenly, the sun breaks through the haze..
From: " [chermaine] "
To: " ___ "
Date:
Sun, 01 Jan 2006 23:15:29 +0800
hey!
didn't send any christmas cards this year cos i moved house, so i broke our tradition by not sending you one!
don't worry you'll recieve a MERRY CHRISTMAS card from me this year 2006, so look 4ward to it. hehe.
ok i have resolved to sending ppl emails to ask WAZZUP with everyone, seeing you have forgone your blog..
have you really? I have never gotten around to asking you. now how am i supposed to know what's up with my friends if they abandon their blogs!
so anw, i hope you're having FUN now. no seriously.. from the looks of it,
jc life is going to be the closest we can get to staying young and relatively carefree, and i am VERY PREPARED to stay happy thru my 2 years. detremined and resolved in fact.
but anw i digress.
did you write resolutions? I didn't see the point in them really, cos i didn;t fufil my 2005 ones anyway. i am such a
scumbag. i keep promises to everyone but myself. fascinating.
sorry i seem to be going on and on. i haven't caught up with you for SO LONG. never mind. i hope you know i'll always be wishing you the VERY BEST yeah? so cheers to our longstanding friendship of a DECADE LONG! can you believe that...
stay happy -. and have a great 2006.
Love chermaine
i'll catch up with you soon my vintage friend..
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only 6 months ago, yet it seems like
years since. Funny how time passes so quickly, and yet some may never stop, and
wonder...
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