14 July 2006
7:12 PM
Okay if you're tired of everyone and
anyone saying tiring things and moaning and groaning, forget about reading anything for this week. Really. This was simply
not my week, but
I will not complain, because there have been fantastic moments too. It's like in the midst of chaos, keep still, and you will find..
keep telling yourself you've got to be strong
and maybe
one day you'll believe it
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people will say they care, but sometimes they don't. how do you ever really know anyhow.
stacey said if you don't show your weaknesses to the world, no one can hurt you, cos you won't allow itand that's why.
how can it be that
everywhere i turn there's
another waiting for the mistakes i'll make.
you'd think its almost as if they're waiting for me to fall.
and you would have thought that thinking about people as friends actually made them your friends.i wonder who's the fool.
me or you.- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
Listening to a song that's wonderfully angsty. It's so pathetic it's almost beautiful..
"
I need to know when these people are creeping about
why can't anyone see? I just want to live.
don't really care about the things they say.
so now we expect that everywhere we go, all the things they say? yeah we already know.. "
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