28 August 2006
10:39 PM
Today:
3 and a half hours of dance. I'm too tired to breathe. ):
I got
owned aww shucks. Time for some changes and new goals. I can't stay like this forever.
Injury ain't an excuse. It's a
weakness. Something that can be and has to be overcome.
Yeah I jump real high. But it ain't much of a use if I fall in such an unglam fashion. Man this is saddish.
And I have no more vocab to describe this. I'd like to blame this on being
tired but I'll bet its more than that. Probably someone needs to eat more brands chicken essence.
And when
pluto isn't a planet,
just watch my world come crashing down. It's funny how little things like that can upset. How even your world's backyard can't stay constant.
YOU WOULD HAVE LIKED TO BELIEVE THAT SOMETHING ELSE WOULD BE UNCHANGING.
I'm like that when I'm tired. I talk weird. Must be
jane-withdrawal. ):
I am pleased however. I've finished plath's
Ariel anthology. Winner.
I own.
It's
sort of like this in my head. I don't compete with anyone 'cept the
little guy in the brain. Which is scary cos sometimes he don't talk no sense. And that's when I get into trouble. For shooting my mouth off, for saying stoopid stuff and doing even stoopider things..
Ah whatever. I am
yawn- tired.
Tiredness can take many forms. It can manifest itself into different emotions. Maybe it's not the people that ain't worth it, maybe it's I. Who's to know..
Stalemate.
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