30 November 2006
10:16 PM
zoned out_
I had so much to angst about cos i'm so very tired and i don't want to go school ever again or have another meeting..
i've spent 5 hours today at rehearsali have a stomach upset from the stupid oily chicken wing i atestupid jie liang stole my script now i can't memorise anythingi haven't prepared for my sats which is in 2 days timei have a meeting tomorrow therefore i can't prepare for it tomorrow eitherstupid bryan pulled my hair i am going bald i will dance with my shadow tomorrow cos marktang won't be around i missed jingx's party today cos my mum won't let me go ughhhhmum is not paying for my manicure and pedi therefore i have no more lunch money tomorrow.how was i to know it'll cost a blinkin 50bucks. what the. i want to kick something but it'll hurt i want to cry but i don't have a reason toi want to scream but its late and i need a good throat then I talked to
tanneh for a while and i'm feeling a lot better. thanks dear you're a life saver.
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and thanks william for listening to my rubbish. sorry i ruined your essay writing..
sorry teddytang and kal for being so stoned i don't know why but everytime i just get so tired and any energy is zapped out somehow.. and thanks you both for the necklaces they are very unique..
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people are all the same.. help the barn's on fire and i don't know what to do. cos i don't mean to love.