17 December 2006
10:54 AM
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because suddenly everything's so different.
because everything has,
in an instant, changed.
? i don't know what's different, i only know what must be done. i think some things can just be taken at face value.
i think it's time to move forward.i think its time to let go. i'm just afraid to, that's all.
i'm not sad. i'm not empty. i'm not lonely or lost or forsaken.
lackadaisical.
there's a hole in the roof, and i'm not doing anything about it.
can't put my finger on it. it isn't about anyone,
it isn't about anything.
i keep forgetting about what
should matter. i should really stop, its getting out of hand.
the person up there in the brain creating this riot- shutupplease.
thanks.
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