philos
liberté
princeps
memoria

I'm gonna be a reflector. I'm gonna show them Your glory.
I'm gonna let the whole world know that You're living in me.

Thank you God.

There were so many times today that He saved me from myself, from falling from utter exhaustion, stress, worry, a whole and complete mess that is myself.

This morning I woke up only to feel strangely like crying. Which is so pathetically melodramatic, unfortunately. But I scrolled around for music to push me through the long hike to commonwealth and the longer day ahead.

I will Run to You - hillsongs.
That was the song.

He told me to wait on Him. He told me that I can do all things through Him, who strengthens me.

And I needed faith.



I don't know how, but most things started clashing today. Class fellowship clashed with the start of vocals auditions which I couldn't miss. Auditions clashed with chinese dance prac revisions and cny rehearsals..

I said I would go for class fellowship. I couldn't make it through the day really. Crazy headache.

Stayed for the whole of auditions. Worried about missing out syf revisions and cny performance placings. Maybe they wouldn't let me dance, maybe I'd forget all the steps...

Turns out jerrine told me that they only spent half an hour revising, and I was placed in the dance, dancing second row next to yihui.


Audible whew.




I have to do my lit essay now. I have one last paragraph to write before I officially demoralise myself and the poor teacher who has to mark the cwap I write.



Last night. I wanted to cry and I needed to laugh.

Thank you Kaixuan. I read your message just before I worried myself to sleep. You're an angel..

And marcus- what can I say.. You asked for a life update at the very moment I wanted to drop dead. fantastic timing buddy.
thank you for bringing me back to reality. thank you for honesty, and for being stoopid..


how great. says:
eh shit i'll be damn fun if we go overseas together lah.

cher ACHING says:
my sister...
cher ACHING says:
remember her?
how great. says:
HAHAHA
how great. says:
DUDE.
I JUST REMEMBERED.

cher ACHING says:
sheed this is like memory lane. sobsob
how great. says:
WE GAVE HER RUBBER BANDS TO PROTECT HERSELF.
how great. says:
LOL.
cher ACHING says:
HAHAHAHAA
cher ACHING says:
cldn't have been my idea...
how great. says:
FUNNY SHIT.
cher ACHING says:
what is your chinese name ah
how great. says:
and it was some sort of serious proccession.
how great. says:
the handing over of the sacred rubber bands.


childhood makes me cry.


cher ACHING says:
i don't think i can keep up with all of this anymore.
cher ACHING says:
something's gotta give, you know...?

how great. says:
greedy girl.


And I see the truth in that. (: