08 March 2007
9:30 PM
o2 was fun,
only because of my og. Good meeting up again and having laughing fun. (: It was a little annoying the way j1s just stone / clump up and don't bother listening to briefings and stuff, esp when the i/cs put in so much effort to get stuff done. never mind it's over.
Dance prac sucked I have so many friction tears on my knees. The only reason why I'm keeping this up is cos of my dear batchmates, making everything
that much bearable. And of course that I don't quit halfway. What doesn't kill me only makes me stronger.
My nano is with matthew sigh. I forgot to return his to him so I guess I'm stuck with
guns n roses to listen to tomorrow on the bus, and their sad version of knocking on heaven's door.
Saw damian today. He seems nice and normal. Maybe everything's warped and it's all really true.
I guess when I'm extra tired I get cranky and annoying and
irritable and
everything I shouldn't be but I can't help it. so when I get flippant it's cos I don't care, but I want to care. And I'm kinda sorry I don't care cos stuff like this is
important to me but it wasn't something I could handle at that time. And if I'm too limited, then I really don't know what to do anymore.
It doesn't make sense not to care.I guess I accept everyone's bad days, and I hope my bad days aren't so obvious. Haha but thanks pam / vernus for the concern.
Love you both.
Suddenly I see
why the hell it means so much to me. But the day was saved because
praise God, Jodie's second appeal worked! So much worrying and calling and praying and consoling.. And finally it was His will, and His mercy..
I wanted to say something but then I realised it didn't matter.
