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reminds me of the 3 of us. (:



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I started everything with a hopeful heart.











Then bombs are thrown at me, and things start changing, and I don't understand how and why and what (and neither does she).





So we just hope this friendship is stronger than anything else that syf will throw at us.





And because I know that it means more than this, it truly won't matter to me in the end. It's the process I worry about. Worry worry worry.

















Because when everything is over and done with, I don't want to regret giving up on something that meant so much to me. I don't really care what the others think. They can think anything they want really. We're both so apprehensive. We don't know what's happening anymore, and I hate that feeling. I can't believe something like that holds us balancing on a thread. It won't be reduced to that. I promise.








I just don't want things to change between us, and because I want that so bad, it must come true.
























i'm going to spend my tonight telling myself that it doesn't matter to me it doesn't matter to me it doesn't matter.












and maybe when i wake up, it won't anymore.

















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I went with nina and guo tong to visit jy on sunday evening. It was really really really good catching up. Even though the occasion wasn't a happy one.














Thinking about it.. I can't believe I'm ready to live my happy days in school chained to a dying passion. But that's just nonsense. I'm just tired that's all.














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Thank you jerrine. Your message really spoke in me. It's amazing how God can work through friends. Truly it is. I was on the verge of shaking my head and giving everything up. To stress myself to sleep, and stress myself to awake the next day.











But everything's so precious. I keep forgetting that.














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Pammie: love you and thanks for being you.


Suzie: Haha. More updates ok? A happening life is a good life really.










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I'm going to stop worrying NOW. I'm going to do quiet time, and quieten down my heart. These things just don't matter in the long run. Seriously.








Get OVER it.

















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To dance is to be out of yourself.


Larger, more beautiful,


more powerful.








This is power.


It is glory on earth, and it is yours for the taking.








-Agnes Demile