09 May 2007
11:34 PM
I think I will lay down these words before I start to cry.. (no lah I just
need to want to, I won't actually..)
This week will be The Week, to see if I can live up to everything, and cope with everything and be the best I can be without shortchanging any aspect of my life.
This week, I have to be
the best
student-
I have a weird econs test on friday, and lit prac crit due, and lit essay due next week. I will not be weak and ask for an extension.
Or is it over-ambition?the best
pal-
my chum's birthday was this week. Surely I can at least get a good meaningful gift. Surely that's the least I can do.
the best
best friend-
marcus lim if you're reading this, I hope you liked the flowers and sorry I couldn't go support your softball match. If it's worth anything, I hope acs owned us. Yes, friend over school, anytime.
the best
dancer-
To dance the best I will ever dance. to dance like no one's watching.
To dance like it's the end, the finale, my swansong.
because somehow, it is.the best
daughter- Mother's Day is sunday, and if I can't even take some time to prepare mum something, I'll probably be a pretty worthless daughter.
Pray for me, please..?