Yesterday was serious angst day haha. Started off with a small row with mum. I know I have nothing to be upset about but I just was am, and nothing is going to change that. {edit}

I am sick. Typical. I always get sick in the holidays. It's like my immune system goes on haitus or something.


you're not the one for me.

But besides that I spent all night getting emo for no good reason. I've been exceeding my 1000 sms limit so I was just deleting all the smses when I came across those that make me laugh / cry





"I'm bloody soaked.." I miss my brother. Really.



And then there are those like "don't worry you'll get other chances to watch my matches lah (actually you won't I'm just comforting you). Nvr mind if it's too troublesome for you. Your dance is impt!"



And then I start thinking about the sacrifices for dance. Yeah the long list of them. Like the softball match I missed because I was rotting in pac watching the stage lights go on and off. I know dance was worth it but I can't help but be sad.





Then there's the mass sms xinying sent when we got gwh. The happiness dissolves through the screen.





I am missing someone too.





and TODAY. To top it all the stupid mcCafe latte sucks. It tastes like diluted milk.



and my sister is banging on the piano trying to play beethoven's sonata pathetique and it is extremely irritating because she takes 3 seconds to play the next chord so my brain is constantly suspended in the chord progression. Haha my mum just yelled "can you play something soothing?"



Sister says she is playing the pop version of the sonata. I am going to scream. I have a headache.