18 June 2007
6:29 PM
When I feel sad I go to the piano (it's been ages) and play a few chords, and then I'm better. (: or I write little tunes with words that have no meaning. a heart song.
I guess there comes a point in time to forget about things, and move on for the moment. these things can be revisited some other time.
Time as white sound.The creme brulee and bread pudding were fantastic. (: I thank God for little blessings because in a saddening day, it's better that way.
Telling yourself it's better this way doesn't make it better. It just helps you pretend, is all.
It used to be different I think. I can't remember how, but different. And
different could mean a difference, between now and back then.
