16 July 2007
8:08 PM
Today has been so weird. I managed to worm my way out of a scolding from the lit week teachers thank goodness. I really was expecting him to blow up at me for not having a viable costume in sight but he didn't so WHEW. lucky bren was with me so we could stone in the raffles room before the meeting together. If i were alone, the silence would have become
unbearable because of the thoughts fighting in my head.
and then when I talked to someone after school at 5pm before going home, all his friends suddenly came up and stared and then started this whole grin nudge nudge thing and I felt out of place. so that was weird. didn't know you couldn't talk alone with a guy. : that was quite dumb. then i met jerr and vernus walking to the mrt. nice surprise that. (:
I have been so tired. and today has been so weird. (Have I said that already..) I'm still trying to get the costume in place, and if daniel ong will be a nice good model and work on his steps, I will be happier. That said, he is already quite sporting, albeit terrified at the prospect of being shylock. But it'll be fine. 6 hours of rehearsals will be a breeze.
tell me how you got that pretty little face on that pretty little frame, girl. those are such singalong lyrics.
Something's bugging me, but I'll give it a rest. I have dance post-mortem tomorrow. and a postmortem never fails to remind me of an autopsy.
what time is it. 8.18pm. I'll go drink cranberry juice and take a walk with my imaginary dog, then go and sleep. Worry comes in dreams. I think they call them nightmares. Not really actually. i usually just wish for dreamless sleep.
I wish you'd call. But only after I decide who the you is. that's quite confusing. when you don't know your own mind.