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I run through the house searching for things not missing. up and down the stairs like it was important.
Looking busy was important. The black carpet was static charged and it unnerved me, when dancing purple dinosaurs didn’t.
odd.
There was always something I had to do, someone that needed my looking on, a baby crying or the maid scolding or the milk that went cold on the counter.
the days were normal and they weren't counting down like they are now.
Look, 3 seconds gone. We're getting closer to..
I would awake and get on the Bus, Blue with white stripes, and hide bunny candy in my bag
then unleash everything onto the 20 by 20 field, a banshee on a sugar rush bombarding walls.
Monkey bars and sand castles and water boats and Ms Toh (not toe) and the hokkien bus uncle and carrot potato for dinner and
look its time to sleep
But now; It's always time to sleep