26 May 2008
4:33 PM
I have
freedom for the first time since after As. Don't think I can get used to this actually, I am just itching to do something, a most unfortunate feeling. Then again, me alone at home watching dvds aren't all bad. I finally watched Ironman and P.S.
Nothing much to say about ironman. Just another of my brother's "that was
wayyy sick" shows.

P.S. I love you was so painful in the heart-constricting, tear-stricken way. I don't think I've bawled so much since I saw Armageddon 3 years ago, and I practically cried every single time hillary swank got the letter from her dead husband. I see the word "holly" on the envelope and I start sobbing all over the coach.
My mum found the show horribly protracted. I thought it was just lovely.
I just think it's so sad, how he pre-planned his widow’s recovery, how he keeps pushing her to live her life, but how he's just not there.
It just solidly yanked on all heartstrings. I've got a mean headache now.
And watching harry connick jr was a huge plus. I love him when he's crooning in my jazz albums, so watching him act is just a double win.
It got so bad my mum pulled me out of the house
in the middle of my show to go shoe shopping at queensway. Which was real horrible considering I looked more a wreck than before. So I just grabbed sunscreen and went out to drown my sadness in a fish fillet burger and coconut pie.
Came back alone to finish up this tragedy, and now I'm mooning.
So I'm eating all of my goodies from hokkiado, and drowning myself in royce' chocolate drink, with all my thanks to smoot!
And I ate an orange the size of a monkey's brain. Which should do the trick I guess. Oranges have always made me happy.
Tickle test thing:
Cher, you're ready for a Calendar Makeover
You do it all. And you do it all...all the time.
Sounds like you've got a little aversion to the word "no." But your hectic lifestyle could be taking its toll. That's why learning to put yourself first will be key to your makeover.
Be selfish. It may take a little practice, but you'll soon learn that all those people who seem to have their days under control, do so by realizing, and establishing, their limits.
Start off by giving yourself some breathing room: take a walk at lunch, or make time to cook a healthy meal. Taking care of yourself will help you feel more in control. In fact, the more time you dedicate to you, the better.