25 July 2008
10:30 PM
Notes of Nothing II
I really really want to join in the nikeplus 10km run.
But I'll have to train, and I doubt the knee / morale / perseverance is up for it.
I mean, I want to cry after completing 3k.
So I guess the question is: is this what I want to do for myself and how far am I willing to go to move out of the box.
I've done some out-of-my-comfort-zone stuff this year (which explains my general tiredness), but running a marathon is not even within any zone. I don't know, but at the mo I have zero confidence in running.
Christian fellowship within the Ministry was enlightening, in every sense of the word. I left Ian's place feeling so much lighter. And the most important thing I discovered was that Jesus forgives. He really does, and I need to let go of the burden I keep carrying. Like a self-persecution complex I have. Thank you God, You have filled my days with dancing.
The Dark Knight today was really nice; the discussion prior with ian and caleb was cool. Raffles does seem so much more clique-infested the more I think of it. But it's all past, no?
I was a little traumatised after the movie though, so sale shopping was relaxing. Perkins has a new collection (so card-flashing I went), although I didn't anticipate prices to be that much lower than usuals like warehouse and river island. The blue faux leather handbag was going at $56, probably unheard of at other UK retailers. I should know, cos I can't afford it any higher.
Vogue says metallics are in this fall; not for squat pale-skinned asians, I discovered today.
